moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville sighed and smiled.  He guided her to face him so he could kiss her full on the lips.  ”I love you…” he said, quietly.  ”You know that, right?”  He felt sick, knowing how much she worried when he was gone.

Moira’s stomach fluttered at his kiss and if she had been standing, her knees wouldn’t have supported her. “I love you as well. I know you love me. I know you have a duty. I just…I’m selfish when it comes to you.”

Neville smiled and nodded.  ”And once this war is over, you can be as selfish with me as you’d like, but for now…it must be this way…”  He kissed her forehead.  ”I must do what I am meant to do…”

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville smiled down at her, the warm water encasing them.  He loved being so near to her.  She was perfect for him, and he hated the thought of having to be away from her in the future.  Sadly, he knew there would likely be more times when he would have to leave her, but he knew he would try as hard as he needed to come back to her every time.

Moira returned his smile before relaxing against him. With a deep sigh, she closed her eyes and tried to memorize how his arms felt around her, how his legs spread to allow her close to him, how his body warmed her. She needed to remember this so she could imagine him there next time he left her.

Neville sighed and smiled.  He guided her to face him so he could kiss her full on the lips.  ”I love you…” he said, quietly.  ”You know that, right?”  He felt sick, knowing how much she worried when he was gone.

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville smiled, a soft sigh escaping his lips.  He watched her, his arms still wrapped around her as he kissed the top of her head.  He felt horrible that he couldn’t promise her what she wanted, but he had to do what was needed of him, even if it meant sacrificing himself.

Moira smiled softly as she felt his lips on her head. She looked up at him before pulling him into a kiss. It held all of the longing, desperation, and fear she’d held in all week in an attempt to be strong for the camp. She wasn’t herself without Neville, and even if she knew he would have to leave her again, she had him for the next week. And that was enough for now.

Neville smiled down at her, the warm water encasing them.  He loved being so near to her.  She was perfect for him, and he hated the thought of having to be away from her in the future.  Sadly, he knew there would likely be more times when he would have to leave her, but he knew he would try as hard as he needed to come back to her every time.

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville frowned at her words.  He knew he couldn’t promise that to her.  Not completely.  ”Moira, I love you.  And you know I plan on doing everything possible to not have to leave you again, but it might not be completely possible…”  He sighed.  ”I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but I’m not going to lie and promise something I can’t be certain of…”

Moira nodded softly, biting her lip. “I know. I know you can’t promise me that.” She buried her face in his neck, letting his familiar scent calm her. “Just give me this week, then. Promise me you don’t leave me for a week.”

Neville nodded slowly.  ”Okay…” he said.  ”I promise…”  He kissed her and grabbed his wand to reheat the water.  ”Now, let’s just enjoy that we are here together now and not think about what could have happened…”  

Moira kissed him back and smiled softly, nodding. “Yes, let’s.” She took a deep breath and leaned against him, her head on his shoulder and hand on his chest. She traced small patterns across his newly healed skin, savoring the feeling of him there with her once more.

Neville smiled, a soft sigh escaping his lips.  He watched her, his arms still wrapped around her as he kissed the top of her head.  He felt horrible that he couldn’t promise her what she wanted, but he had to do what was needed of him, even if it meant sacrificing himself.

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville frowned at her words.  He knew he couldn’t promise that to her.  Not completely.  ”Moira, I love you.  And you know I plan on doing everything possible to not have to leave you again, but it might not be completely possible…”  He sighed.  ”I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but I’m not going to lie and promise something I can’t be certain of…”

Moira nodded softly, biting her lip. “I know. I know you can’t promise me that.” She buried her face in his neck, letting his familiar scent calm her. “Just give me this week, then. Promise me you don’t leave me for a week.”

Neville nodded slowly.  ”Okay…” he said.  ”I promise…”  He kissed her and grabbed his wand to reheat the water.  ”Now, let’s just enjoy that we are here together now and not think about what could have happened…”  

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville felt her shake as he kissed her and pulled his lips away from her skin slowly.  Her words broke his heart into a hundred tiny pieces, and his chest filed with guilt.  He helped her turn to face him and held her close, watching the tears slip down her face.  He blinked, his eyes stinging as he fought back his own tears.  ”Moira…I’m so sorry…”  He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  ”I never want to leave you…not for a moment.”  He held her close, rocking his body gently as she cried into his chest.

“I know you don’t want to. But you do. And I know it’s selfish, I know. But I can’t stand to just sit here and hope you’re safe, that you’re coming back to me. I can’t do it anymore.” She shook her head softly and moved her arms up to his neck in a gentle hug. “I love you too much to lose you. I just…I can’t, Neville. Don’t make me go through this again.”

Neville frowned at her words.  He knew he couldn’t promise that to her.  Not completely.  ”Moira, I love you.  And you know I plan on doing everything possible to not have to leave you again, but it might not be completely possible…”  He sighed.  ”I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but I’m not going to lie and promise something I can’t be certain of…”

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville sat on the edge of the tub as she worked, the process seeming more intimate to him than most things they had shared.  He grimaced as the healing spells worked and watched her kiss each wound.  He watched her cry as she healed his face.  Once his vision returned to normal, he placed a hand on either side of her face and gently wiped at her tears, leaning in to kiss her gently.  He had a feeling he should have gone after her, but he knew she probably wanted some space.  He sighed and slipped his boxers off before stepping into the large tub, groaning as the hot water soothed his aching muscles.  He looked up when she returned, watching her undress in silence.  He took her hand to help her into the water and helped her to sit between his legs, pulling her gently back so she was resting upon his chest.  He wanted to speak but was unable to find the words he wanted so he held her close, knowing she had been crying due to the redness around her eyes.  He leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on her shoulder, grateful she was in his arms once more.

Moira leaned against him, drained and exhausted from the day and healing him. She hadn’t needed to heal someone that intensely since Snape had caught them in the Room of Requirement and used his curse on Neville. She felt a soft sob shake her as he kissed her shoulder gently, and she it would take a while to get over the fear she had lived with every second since he’d left her sight. “Neville, I was so scared. I was…please don’t leave me again. I don’t think I can take losing you.” She turned to face him and curled up against his chest, crying softly.

Neville felt her shake as he kissed her and pulled his lips away from her skin slowly.  Her words broke his heart into a hundred tiny pieces, and his chest filed with guilt.  He helped her turn to face him and held her close, watching the tears slip down her face.  He blinked, his eyes stinging as he fought back his own tears.  ”Moira…I’m so sorry…”  He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  ”I never want to leave you…not for a moment.”  He held her close, rocking his body gently as she cried into his chest.

moiracuvette:

Moira watched as he stripped, her frown growing with each new bruise or cut that appeared on his newly bared skin. “Oh, darling…” She cast a quick scourgify over him, getting dirt out of the wounds and allowing her to see anything hidden by grime. He somehow looked even worse, his pale skin covered in deep reds, blues, and purples. She set to work healing cuts and softening bruises, kissing each wound as it disappeared. When she finished, she focused on his face, a few tears leaving her eyes as she tried not to let his battered state bother her to no avail. “Alright, love. You’re done. Get in the tub. I’ll be just a moment.” She left the bathroom, casting a silencio around the bedroom as she entered, sobbing. She was so happy to have him back, but the condition he returned in was too bad for her to be alright with it. Once she recovered, she returned to the bathroom and stripped, joining him.

Neville sat on the edge of the tub as she worked, the process seeming more intimate to him than most things they had shared.  He grimaced as the healing spells worked and watched her kiss each wound.  He watched her cry as she healed his face.  Once his vision returned to normal, he placed a hand on either side of her face and gently wiped at her tears, leaning in to kiss her gently.  He had a feeling he should have gone after her, but he knew she probably wanted some space.  He sighed and slipped his boxers off before stepping into the large tub, groaning as the hot water soothed his aching muscles.  He looked up when she returned, watching her undress in silence.  He took her hand to help her into the water and helped her to sit between his legs, pulling her gently back so she was resting upon his chest.  He wanted to speak but was unable to find the words he wanted so he held her close, knowing she had been crying due to the redness around her eyes.  He leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on her shoulder, grateful she was in his arms once more.

moiracuvette:

nevillelongbottomrp:

Neville felt her collide with his chest and smiled, wrapping his arms tightly around her.  He held her close, her words saddening him.  He knew she’d been worried, and he hated making her feel that way.  ”I’m so sorry…” he whispered into her hair.  He pulled back a bit and leaned down to kiss her, pulling her back against him once he broke the kiss.  ”To be honest, I didn’t think we’d be coming back…” he admitted.  He pushed the thought away and smiled.  ”I need a shower…and you, my lady, will be joining me,” he spoke, trying to ease the tension.

She almost cried as he held and kissed her, as every night since he’d left had been spent filled with nightmares that she would never feel him again. “Don’t talk like that. Not when I just got you back.” She tightened her hold on him, trying to convince herself this wasn’t a sick dream teasing her with his presence. “If you insist, love. But please let me see you first, to make sure you’re healed before doing anything else.”

Neville smiled and nodded, still holding her tight.  He didn’t want her to see him or Dean for that matter, as they were both covered in cuts of bruises.  They had nearly splinched themselves upon apparating too quickly out of an area.  Neville’s left eyes was cut and slightly swollen, though it had begun healing nicely.  His nose was most likely broken.  He led her her to the bathroom and decided a bath would be nicer.  As the tub filled slowly, he pulled his shirt off so she could heal him.  He has minor to moderate bruising on his chest and back as well as a long gash from the base of his neck to below his shoulder blades.  His arms had mostly gone unscathed, but his hands were cut up and badly bruised.  Shedding his pants as well, Neville’s bloody knees stood against the rest of his pale skin.  A majority of the skin on his legs were covered in minor bruises.  He glanced up at her and shrugged, smiling sheepishly.

why?  o.o

I don’t wanna spend money to order something, but I’m too lazy to go pick something up. My life!!!!